My youngest son will turn 2 in a couple of days and so as I was browsing his early photos I can't help but adore my little one. He was 13 months here in this photo. He could barely walk at this age.
James was born on the 8th of January through a c-section delivery (more on this later). I could still remember the time I trembled because of the awful cold weather while I was lying in the shivery operating room. As the doctors prepared for the operation, I could hear my heart pounding into drumbeats over the fact that I knew and felt how it is done and here I am again in this very same room. Eventually after an uneasy hour I already heard him cried and all the worries and fears had subside. It was a beginning of a new life with the newest member of the family.
It is a daily struggle and challenge having to take care of two little kids with a few years age gap, yet we managed. I can say that our family bond has become even stronger. After all the pooping, bathing and crying, James is growing really fast and now that he is turning 2, I became more grateful seeing I have wonderful and healthy kids. That feeling no words can utter.
James is one clingy baby. He doesn't want me out of his sight. He cries almost about anything and everything, maybe because he is the youngest he has a sense of wanting to be attended immediately. So I spend most of the days watching over him. These past few days he rarely stops latching, yes I still breastfeed him. He became even more attached to me than ever. I feel as though I have nothing to achieve with the household. It's a part of my being a mom. It's not even a day wasted, because to my little one I am the world for him. "It's okay", I always tell myself because I know that one day will come when I will have to miss these very days, that is why these memories are so dear to me.
As his second birthday approaches I wish him to become a good little boy and I pray to God that he guides me and gives me the wisdom to teach baby James well. I always look at my mistakes in the past rearing my kids learn from it and make things better. Thanks to my husband for always being here by my side whatever life brings us.
Happy birthday to my dearest baby James!
Mama and Papa loves you so much in a million ways!
James was born on the 8th of January through a c-section delivery (more on this later). I could still remember the time I trembled because of the awful cold weather while I was lying in the shivery operating room. As the doctors prepared for the operation, I could hear my heart pounding into drumbeats over the fact that I knew and felt how it is done and here I am again in this very same room. Eventually after an uneasy hour I already heard him cried and all the worries and fears had subside. It was a beginning of a new life with the newest member of the family.
It is a daily struggle and challenge having to take care of two little kids with a few years age gap, yet we managed. I can say that our family bond has become even stronger. After all the pooping, bathing and crying, James is growing really fast and now that he is turning 2, I became more grateful seeing I have wonderful and healthy kids. That feeling no words can utter.
James is one clingy baby. He doesn't want me out of his sight. He cries almost about anything and everything, maybe because he is the youngest he has a sense of wanting to be attended immediately. So I spend most of the days watching over him. These past few days he rarely stops latching, yes I still breastfeed him. He became even more attached to me than ever. I feel as though I have nothing to achieve with the household. It's a part of my being a mom. It's not even a day wasted, because to my little one I am the world for him. "It's okay", I always tell myself because I know that one day will come when I will have to miss these very days, that is why these memories are so dear to me.
As his second birthday approaches I wish him to become a good little boy and I pray to God that he guides me and gives me the wisdom to teach baby James well. I always look at my mistakes in the past rearing my kids learn from it and make things better. Thanks to my husband for always being here by my side whatever life brings us.
Happy birthday to my dearest baby James!
Mama and Papa loves you so much in a million ways!
0 comments:
Post a Comment